documenting miracles//letters from home

i’m not really over any of it—

this magic: the color. the sights.

 

breathlessly experiencing dreams, lucid like.

sure, i still get angsty. sometimes i don’t sleep, my mind’s too busy–

frustration. apathy. this is the shadow i live with. healing is constant. change is constant.

growth, i hope, is constant. along with the growing pains.

 

but i’ve learned that gratitude transforms curses to blessings.

perspective shifts pain into healing wisdom–

with focus and imagination we create our visions— our dreams become real.

call it journeying. call it magic. call it alchemy. call it medicine. but i call it real. i believe because i’m learning these ways— i have discovered hidden realms where i can devote my time to my visions and my passions.

 

raising my children with home-grown zucchini bread. sun warm berries.  forest and wildness and finding medicine every day. do you understand how incredibly crucial it is to let your heart lead you? this requires courage. this requires leaps of faith. this is how home is found.

 

life unfolds slowly. i ask myself questions: how do i want to support myself? how can i best serve the earth and connect healing community? all while balancing the needs of everyday living with two growing sons. thankful, for this place to raise them. thankful, for a committed lover who has no fear when it comes to loving both me and my children.

this is a *small* *coughcough* *photo habituated* selection of our first summer in this place that used to be a dream, and still is.

 

it’s home. it surrounds us. it is sweet. honoring this creation. sharing this beauty.

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chicory blue mornings
017
girl gang, panic and swoon. sunday shop girl. <3
117
BUTTER MUSHROOM
079
pretty faces, all summer long
205
lean into fear, lean into shadow, there is always more than meets the eye
309
flower essence making, cat supervision
093
soul power lily
077
sweet pea sweet pea, thank you for leading me home
255
he trusts me with his curls under the cherry tree
179
“humans worshipping mother earth…”
045
brothers growing in the countryside.
026
baby blue birds waiting for their momma
080
camino is home, a wild fox runs through the grass out of sight
256
not too shabby … 🙂
348
wild shenanigans
354
bachelor buttons and borage forever… the stuff of dreams, this sweet life
315
a summer of visions and connecting with guides
320
swim everyday
285
three’s a crowd. paddle board summer. every afternoon at the lake
328
and a summer full of harry potter <3
361
pulling cards on the family bed
672
OCEAN <3
1034
harvesting gratitude
649
my only ambition is to make a blueberry pie
723
tide pooling, exploring
1044
home life
998
home under the walnut trees is blessed
795
camping with the family!! little baby wesley!!
1123
reading stories, dancing, baking zucbhini bread, eating berries
853
fields of my soul medicine
661
jar of morels, tie dye socks, red woods, bathing exclusively in rivers, lakes, ocean
979
dream those dreams
1190
GIANT WILD LOVE
568
effulgence

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